Comments on: I think I’m losing my mind! – Are You?

By: Abigail

Abigail — Sat, 07 Apr 2012 21:57:39 +0000

Zeek,
Whadup, i’m the girl version of you. From your age to every single one of your feelings. Seriously, reading through your little story was just plain eery because it fit me so perfectly. So hey, im here for you bro. How I look at it is I’m just above high school as a whole, and now I’m just focusing on my school work and graduating early so I can leave this awful place behind me and move onto bigger and better things. So cheers to the future my friend and keep your head held high :)

By: Zeek

Zeek — Wed, 04 Apr 2012 01:43:19 +0000

I am 17 years young and very mature for my age. I understand the stages of life and what a large sum of people go through. What i don’t understand is how someone can be completely fine but within a 24 hour period completely lose it. My sanity is slowly fading away. I have a good home life, i have good friends. I party, smoke, drink, take designer drugs from time to time. None of this seems to phase my friends or family who have done the same. I feel like no one in my town can truly understand me, even if i try to explain how i feel to them. I have no ambition to do anything anymore. I can’ eat, sleep, or even have a normal conversation. Even if no one is around me, i feel like im being watched… Judged in a way. I don’t fully believe in god but i believe in a higher power. I dwell on the past and how things used to be. I can’t feel any other emotions other than the 3: Regret, Hatred, and anger. I’m not sure what triggered any of the problems i’m having. I’m not suicidal but sometimes if everything just ended i’d be at peace. My mind is slowly eating away at who i am as an individual, I wish that everything would just stop.

By: M McDonalcd

M McDonalcd — Wed, 22 Feb 2012 06:39:50 +0000

I had the dizzy days and the optiic haze -It’s always and end to me!

By: Shara

Shara — Thu, 09 Feb 2012 11:09:27 +0000

@Jf. You may feel that you are a looser because of all the hurt that you have been through. Its not easy, I have been there myself. The real truth is that he is the loser. Keeping the identity of his child hidden from you is down right pathetic. Did he really expect you to say : “oh yes you have hidden the fact of this child from me for 2 years, lets party?!” My dear, he is the fucking loser, not you!! AND DONT EVER THINK OTHERWISE!!!

When I left my abusive bf, he told me pretty much the same thing that you have heard yourself: ”…blah blah blah jealous bitch….blah blah useless, worthless,etc”. And for a while I believed that no-one would want me, I realised that abusive men do that! They break us down to a point where we are so dependent on them, that no matter what they do we will always go back. You are stronger than that. Picking up the pieces wont be easy, but you are already on the right track by leaving him. In time the hurt will heal, and you will love again, though it wont feel like it now. You will also be on the watch out for warning signs for abusive relationship partners (which is a good things :) )

Keep your chin up, you are in no way a loser, and this one is definately not your fault. Start a hobby while you pull yourself back together, like painting, or dancing, I found that it helped me find my self again after my first and last abusive relationship. :)

By: jf

jf — Tue, 31 Jan 2012 09:07:55 +0000

I am having a nervous breakdown. I have no friends anymore. I had to break up with my loser boyfriend because he constantly lies to me and keeps shit from me. I just had to move back home into a house where I don’t belong. The only things that make me happy are my dogs. I don’t have a job right now because I just moved and I feel like a fucking loser. I hate this life of mine. It could not get any worse. or maybe it will after I just said that. According to my abusive boyfriend I am a jealous bitch and will always be alone. I don’t know what to do anymore. Everything in my life I feel like I have failed miserably. from keeping friends to boyfriends. I’m beginning to think it is me. Wtf is wrong with me. i have absolutely no self esteem and feel worthless. If someone could take the pain away I would let them. I’m too pussy to do it myself. Why do I always end up in these situations? all alone and no one to talk to except a computer. I have no one to turn to. it’s so fucking sad. How come he can move on just fine and not be upset? Why doesn’t he feel the least bit bad for what he put me through? It’s like it’s always my fault. Who the fuck lies about having a kid with someone else? who the fuck does that? 2 years down the fucking drain. all because of his lying and keeping shit from me. and he wonders why I don’t trust him. worthless pig. i will never forgive and never trust anyone ever again. fukc him. once again i get screwed over. please if there is a god help me. I don’t really believe in a god but i’d like to start believing in something. i need a reason worth living. i don’t want to start drinking again and numbing all of the pain. i jsut don’t know what to do.

By: C

Mon, 09 Jan 2012 23:42:05 +0000

Hi im 17 i was enjoying my life up until this point I go to college, have a part time job and i recently started working out again going on regular runs etc. Two days ago i had a massive anxiety attack. This is somthing i have never suffered from ever since, I cannot think straight it feels as if the stuff i do isn't worth it, i don't know if its down to exhaustion or other. I don't know properly what i am doing feels as if everything is a blur, i keep thinking i'm going crazy. I didn't go in college today because i thought what really is the point, before this attack i was so motivated to do well i wanted to go to university and had great ambitions, now i cannot be bothered thinking about college, work, socialising or anything else. i am constantly scared and don't know how to deal with it. Is it worth going to see my Doctor, or is this just what people go through in life?

By: Four Six

Four Six — Thu, 05 Jan 2012 19:53:14 +0000

@Eric, you just described me down to the letter. I’ve become highly sensitive and paranoid. I dwell on the past and stupid details. A mionth ago an event triggered paranoia into high gear and It’s on the verge of costing me my marriage and family. I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I can’t work or concentrate I find myself in constant deep breaths and drinking tons of water. I’ve tried working out. Only drinking alcohhol annd talking to my wife has soothed me.. but it’s very short lived and her patiences is running out.

By: Shara

Shara — Fri, 16 Sep 2011 08:47:55 +0000

I am an Expat working in East Africa. Therapy Services in my location are difficult to find, as mental health issues are still seen in a very negative light. Do you know of ANY online services that I can use. I really need help, re-locating, recent loss, stress and anxiety are probably going to send me to an early grave.

Please help.
S.

By: Gwendolyn

Gwendolyn — Tue, 01 Mar 2011 01:15:45 +0000

mariana,

please write a novel. you owe it to yourself and society. the pain you feel is just a deeper spiritual calling, and you have a real gift. after all, the majority of great artists have been insane. to be great is to be misunderstood.

By: Mike

Mike — Sat, 04 Dec 2010 09:56:14 +0000

I think I’m loseing my mind. When I try doing something I would just 4get what I was doing and do other stuff . And I don’t trust many ppl I spand to much money to make myself feel good but it not helping I feel like all my friends aren’t really my friends I can’t focuse enymore I hate the future I don’t like not knowing what’s ganna happen next